Fed Up- TheRant

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Dear Society, 
I have tried, have I not?

I have tried to be the cool girl, the fun guy, 
the person with no emotions, the one with all. 
I have tried to center myself with friends
and found out that you guys like loners so I tried that, too.

I took music lessons and learned to play guitar,
because you guys said that was "sweet"
But, then I found out you like people who can sing, 
and truthfully, I don't think I can do that. 

I have tried to fix myself, my body, my mind to please you.
Did it work?
No.
You prefer popularity and my 3 friends don't raise my likes the way they should.

But, you know what, Society?
I am actually tired of following through with your requirements.

I am not an IG baddie! I don't have the body.
My friends aren't a large quantity but they hold quality.
I can't be the center of attention, because my depression kicks in
and it's noticeable. 
I find solace in my lonesome. 
Only my 3 friends can understand that.

Well, what I am saying is, I quit. 
I'll represent myself. 
Be me. 
And who doesn't like it, can kiss my guitar playing, 
can't sing, 
3 friends, 
normal body, 
3 likes having butt!

Sincerely, 
a person fed up with impressing everyone but God.

~TheRay

How do you guys feel about a rant section? One where you can drop comments and tell me what you would like me to talk about in the next rant post and even tell me your ideas in the comments? 

Let me know!



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