If I Speak

If I speak,

It may be a bit too much.

All this to just die? It seems out of touch

If I speak,

I'll say I am not a strong fighter.

I was chosen for battle but wasn't there anyone mightier?

If I speak,

I'll say, I am failing.

I'm soaring through the air, hands flailing, I'm wailing

If I speak,

I'll say I am not ready.

I haven't been here long, not seasoned enough to be steady

If I speak

I'll say maybe choose someone else.

My tongue is not eloquent enough, I am no help.

But, something tells me what I say has already been heard

That it's been spoken before and fell on deaf sand carried by the bird

Analyzed and brushed off because someone else had already spoken

His Word final, whispered over mine, forespoken

Everything I would say I am not, He's already objected to it

He said I was made the opposite of what I believe, don't neglect it.

So, I may speak, but my word holds no ground, it can be erased

Because when He Speaks, that's it and it's final. No case

~J&M Remedies

TheRay's Destiny